Sunday, July 28, 2013

Girls-rule #1: Boys-sucks!

OK, the emo-kid in me coming back! Kali nih serius emo! Baru dapat tahu my best buddy cum roommate kat Matriks baru lepas clash dengan BF, just because her BF got someone else. This is seriously **** (hahha…shoot your BEST word here). Ingat lagi, dulu dorang memang couple start dari sekolah then break-off jap. In between tuh, this boy punyalah dok merayu-rayu nak balik dengan my buddy nih. Dan aku lah jadi saksi-tak-berbayar pujuk rayu mamat tuh. Sekarang bila dah dapat balik, what? Dia ada girl lain. OK, ini memang bukan sejenis kelakar yang dapat menggelikan perut. He just asked for my kasut-perisa-tahi-kucing, boleh? (Ini memang betul marah nih…). Bayangkan berapa lama dorang couple, dari zaman sekolah sampai dah nak habis U. Kalau dengar jawapan lelaki memang senang, dah takde jodoh, nak buat macam mana. Eh, aku bukanlah nak tolak jodoh ketentuan Allah. Jodoh tuh pun kena ada usaha tau, sebab Allah pun dah janji, dia akan tolong hambanya yang dah berusaha. Tapi, kalau dah saja-saja pasang lain, apa maknanya tuh. Maknanya memang minta ****(Again..here!).
Betul lah… Lelaki nih, they’re good in friendship but not in relationship.

Dulu time sekolah, benda yang sama jadi kat bed-mate aku. Her ex-BF pun ada girl lain. After all these things happen betul-betul depan mata, menguatkan lagi perception aku pasal lelaki. Eh, apa diorang ingat kaum Wanita nih barang mainan ker? Ingat kitorang nih patung Gundam korang ke? Ingat kitorang nih kereta control korang ke? Dah habis main, tinggal gitu je. Alahai…boys.

Again. Boys are good in friendship but not in relationship. Yes, dorang memang boleh jadi kawan untuk lepak-lepak bincang isu semasa. Yes, dorang memang good in making jokes. Yes, dorang memang akan tolong kalau aku susah. Yes, they can make good friends. Indeed! Tapi untuk ada special term dengan dorang, aku tak yakin.

Dan untuk soalan-soalan yang tanya pasal my ‘special-relationship’ life, ini jawapan aku: BOYS’re SUCKS!

Tunggulah, bila BOYS dah fully transform into Men. Tunggulah, bila ada lelaki yang mampu betulkan perception aku pasal kaum dorang. Tunggulah, bila pintu hati aku dah buka. Tunggulah, bila seru dah sampai. Time tuh baru aku akan fikir pasal relationship-thingy. Tunggulah…

Girls Rule #1: Boys Are Sucks!!

#Yes, this is an emo-entry!

#Call me emo, pessimist, skeptical, negative or whatever. But hey…do I care??!

Saturday, July 20, 2013

Save Your Heart, Miss A

I have someone, who I really care ONCE
I always thought that we're BEST FRIENDS ...that was what my mind said

I really really can't see her cry
So, I've done my best to not let her being hurt

By that someone, called BOY
And one day, she left me
Without me knowing what was my fault
And I now in puzzle, CONFUSE
That make me think
This happen maybe because of that someone
Just if she knew
I always want to be her TISSUE
Wipe all her tears away
Always want to be the SHOULDER
For her to cry on
But that was what she'd decide
And I let her go

And this song...goes to her. Hope that she read this one day. Hope that she'll save her heart, for someone who worth to have it. Broken heart do takes time to heal. So please, save your heart, friend...



"Save Your Heart"
She fell to the bottom of her life
This wasn't meant for two
She struggles to find herself in time
But she can barely move

Just try and get up
You gotta slowly brush off
I know that words aren't enough
But you're better than this

Save your heart
For someone that's worth dying for
Don't give it away
Torn apart
Never getting what you've been crying for
It's always the same

She turns the pages everyday
Just to change the mood
But every chapter reads the same
So hard to make it through

Just try and get up
You gotta slowly brush off
I know that words aren't enough
But you're better than this

Save your heart
For someone that's worth dying for
Don't give it away
Torn apart
Never getting what you've been crying for
It's always the same

And you give (and you give)
And they take (and they take)
And it's love that you want
But not love that you make

Save your heart
For someone that's worth dying for
Don't give it away

Save your heart
For someone who leaves you breathless
And I know that you're scared
Seems like someone said you had it in you
All along you said you knew this was wrong
But still worth dying for

Save your heart
For someone who leaves you breathless
And I know that you're scared
Seems like someone said you had it in you (are you scared?)
All along you said you knew this was wrong
But still worth dying for

And you give (and you give)
And they take (and they take)
And it's love that you want
But not love that you make

Save your heart
For someone that's worth dying for
Don't give it away
Don't give it away

Saturday, July 13, 2013

SISPA UTHM #1: Disinilah tempatku bermula...

Assalamualaikum wbt...
wallahhhh..sindrom cuti memang HEAVEN! Makan-tido-goyang kaki-update belog = HEAVEN!! hip hip huureyyyhhh...dah 10 tahun rasanya tak menikmati cuti sePRODUKTIF ini... Everybody, let's raise your hand and say banzaiii...banzaiiii..banzaiii..ale-ale *takmemasal*

Oh! Mukadimah berjela mak nenek nih. Cuba lurus ke jalan yang benar sikit...

Baiklah...lets get to the point bebeh! Tadi terbaca blog adik junior SISPA pasal SISPA. Tak boleh jadik nih...sebelum wayar-wayar kat otak yang dah cukup berselirat nih fail untuk dileraikan atau terputus wayarnya. Atau sebelum data-data dalam otak nih di defrag balik. Atau sebelum data tersebut dijangkiti virus. Atau sebelum ianya terdelete tanpa disengaja. Atau sebelum hackers durjana memusnahkan segalanya (sebenarnya nak cakap sementara masih ingat & masih xlupa kan...aiyokkk make it simple please, Che'Suu), makanya marilah kita bersama-sama menghayati momen-momen terindah sepanjang bergelar kadet SISPA. Mereka yang bakal tauliah patut buat versi Hari-Ini-Dalam-Sejarah macam nih..barulah boleh tambah sebak-sebak drama air mata..sheeshhh :')

The 'ME': Another story of typical girl

Ini cuti... hip hip hooreyyhh...*clap-clap*
Ingat, kot lah cuti panjang banyak idea nak update blog bersawang nih... Apakan daya, idea pun nak rasa cuti juga..ihiks
So, go-thru balik draft yang dah berkepuk dalam laptop, then berkarya di medan 'Paint', then edit sikit hasil tangan-kayu kat 'Photoscape', then... TADAAAA...new entry coming bebeh... *angkat-kening-dengan-riak*

Presenting my new entry...me being a typical girl!! Ain't no crime, huh?!